In a backyard that looks like Eden moved south
to let itself grow over, my grandmother perches
in a white plastic lawn chair. She tilts her chin
up, catches a slip of an aria from an open window–
a crisp French soprano trilling, I do not want to be
afraid. Her drawl is heavy on hot air when she asks
if I’ve ever witnessed a resurrection fern before.
She is dewy, half-mirage, in a realm all her own.
She points to an oak branch, split open in red dirt,
left from a summer storm. Feathered leaves tickle
its underside. She sips at her warm chicory coffee,
tells me it can survive a hundred years in drought.
It will curl up brown and brittle, but at the first
sign of water unfurl itself; join the living world
again. I take her slim hand in mine because I know,
she knows how that feels. She guides me to the shed
full of her paintings, shows me half-done renderings
of the small plant coming back to life. Fronds furl
into each other, then open: a hand, offering itself.
Published by Sammy
I’m Sammy and I use they/them pronouns. I’m an avid reader, small-time gardener, and aspiring author. I live with my wife, our dogs and cats, and my hens in the hills of the Ozarks. I gravitate toward themes of liminal spaces, southern landscapes, generational traumas, and queer identity. This is where I dig in.
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